If you have read the previous blog about "The First and the Last", you'll know that we are walking through the almost unexplainable time of having a new licensed driver in our family -- our baby girl is driving, alone, and even though it's the last one for us, in some ways, it seems the hardest.
The evening of last Friday, Lauren was invited to a birthday party of a friend very close to where she had gotten her license earlier that day. Well, she really believed and had me practically convinced that she could find her way back to the same road. Jeff was a harder sell - he has had a very hard time with Lauren driving for one reason or another - and it took some convincing on her part to get him to agree. We drew a map, he interrogated her through the turns, and she gave all the right answers on where to turn.
However, as most of us know that has lived a little or a lot of life, talking through something is indeed very different than actually doing it. Lauren drove off after promising to call us if she had any questions -- or when she arrived at her friend's house. Jeff and I sat quietly staring at each other, sitting in the same room, sharing the same experience, but both thinking our different, but similar thoughts about what this meant to us.
If you've never experienced the "sending off" of a child - alone - for the first time after they get their license, you can't imagine the feeling. And, as savvy as I usually am with words, I can't even begin to describe the feeling. It's a feeling of losing control, helplessness, terror, and a keen sense of knowing that things will never be the same in your family. Now, let me encourage you, and say that these feelings dull in time, and the new "normal" in your family gradually becomes less painful and stressful, and more adjustable and doable. In essence, what you have done is handed your child another piece of his/her wings. And believe me, they will put that piece to work! As we hold on to his/her freedom by only handing out the wings piece by piece, your child will become ingenious and creative in making a small piece of a wing do amazing and sometimes foolish things in his/her efforts to have another taste of freedom. It's the struggle of the ages.
To make a very long, painful story short, Lauren never made it to the party. She crossed over the road that she was to turn right on and drove another almost 20 miles into a nearby small town in another county. Evidently, there was no sense of direction or time (i.e. I don't remember going this way OR I should be there by now) and that's to be expected with some kids. It's very hard not to judge one child by the skills or lack of skills of another child. If you've had one child that has a good sense of direction, then you naturally want to expect the same from another. However, it doesn't work that way.
We talked to her every five minutes or so, and it was obvious that she was adamant in redeeming herself from this mistake of missing her turn. (Ah, she's so much like her mom on this one! How many miles have I've driven to find my way back if I got lost) But, even though we weren't exactly sure where she was, we had an idea, and it was making us nervous. Jeff, with much anxiety in his voice told her to find a well-lit place and stop. Not to drive anymore. We made her find a road sign and number so we would know where to find her. When we mapquested the address, we realized that she was mere miles from one of the roughest areas of our city. All the news clips that I had heard about the west side of town were replying in my head during this time.
This is where I wish that there was invented the ability to literally reach through the phone lines and hold this child of mine. Though she never indicated on the phone that she was afraid, she had to be. It took us a good 40 minutes to reach her and it was almost dark by then. There at a dimly lit Philipps 66 station teeming with "creatures of the night" was the little Mazda with our beautiful red-headed daughter with her seat laying back all the way. I restrained myself from running and holding her and blubbering and fussing and fuming and crying.....all the things that I wanted to do. I just knocked gently on the window so I would not startle her and smiled at her gently.
Her dad got in her car and rode back to the house with her. Though I can imagine that he talked to her of many things, the greatest lesson she learned that evening was through experience.
And, thus the killer. As our kids get older, our words may resound in their ears at times, but when those words are combined with experience, that is when they really learn of life.
Needless to say, we're back to her driving to school, church, the mall, and in the general vicinity of our home. Living a little more experientially now, Lauren's okay with that. :)
17 August 2006
14 August 2006
A First and a Last
Well, Friday began a new era in my life. After 18 years, I do not have to drive any daughter anywhere. No early-morning school drives, no school play practices, no sports practices, no "nothing". Our youngest got her license on Friday.
It was with mixed emotions that I sat on the curb outside the DMV three days ago (because it was so crowded inside the building, I had been waiting outside). Lauren came out with a uniformed lady with a pad in her hand and talking congenially with my little girl. How dare her be the one to give my youngest her freedom! How dare her be the one that signs a form on her clipboard that says that she no longer needs me. I know, I know -- this is sappy and over reactive to the "ninth", but "firsts" and "lasts" do something to you.
As Lauren and the instructor drove out of the DMV parking lot, it was a strange sensation that hit me. In the same breath, I sighed as in relief and moaned in unrequited parenthood. Where did those 16 years go? Did I do a good job? Did I enjoy the time spent with Lauren and her two older sisters in the car - driving them to who-knows-where as I should have? Absolutely not. I remember times that I thought, "Just one more mile." "Just one more child to haul around" And now this. But I also remember the talks, the easy silence, the smiles, the stroke of the hair, the singing together, and just "being together".
Regret and relief all wrapped up tightly into this ironic cosmos of reality. That part of parenting is done. Why were there tears welling up in my eyes as I was also thinking blissfully of sleepy mornings, waking up slowly, holding a cup of coffee, and writing my book, as Lauren and Stef (in college now) drive themselves to their parts of the world?
'Cause if there's a "first" there's usually a "last" -- and with those two conflicting emotions come the dilemma. Do I soak in the sorrow of childhoods gone by or revel in the new freedom that this gives me as a woman, wife, mother of more mature daughters, friend, author, teacher, mentor, and speaker?
Hmmm.....I think I'm talking myself into liking this.
I'll concentrate on the "firsts" that has come to all of us!!!
It was with mixed emotions that I sat on the curb outside the DMV three days ago (because it was so crowded inside the building, I had been waiting outside). Lauren came out with a uniformed lady with a pad in her hand and talking congenially with my little girl. How dare her be the one to give my youngest her freedom! How dare her be the one that signs a form on her clipboard that says that she no longer needs me. I know, I know -- this is sappy and over reactive to the "ninth", but "firsts" and "lasts" do something to you.
As Lauren and the instructor drove out of the DMV parking lot, it was a strange sensation that hit me. In the same breath, I sighed as in relief and moaned in unrequited parenthood. Where did those 16 years go? Did I do a good job? Did I enjoy the time spent with Lauren and her two older sisters in the car - driving them to who-knows-where as I should have? Absolutely not. I remember times that I thought, "Just one more mile." "Just one more child to haul around" And now this. But I also remember the talks, the easy silence, the smiles, the stroke of the hair, the singing together, and just "being together".
Regret and relief all wrapped up tightly into this ironic cosmos of reality. That part of parenting is done. Why were there tears welling up in my eyes as I was also thinking blissfully of sleepy mornings, waking up slowly, holding a cup of coffee, and writing my book, as Lauren and Stef (in college now) drive themselves to their parts of the world?
'Cause if there's a "first" there's usually a "last" -- and with those two conflicting emotions come the dilemma. Do I soak in the sorrow of childhoods gone by or revel in the new freedom that this gives me as a woman, wife, mother of more mature daughters, friend, author, teacher, mentor, and speaker?
Hmmm.....I think I'm talking myself into liking this.
I'll concentrate on the "firsts" that has come to all of us!!!
08 August 2006
Playing Catch Up
Well, my intentions were good; however, "free wireless internet access" in all hotels does NOT necessarily mean that you can really use it. For the rest of the week of our trip west, either I simply could not access the "free" access or there was no time to do so. Several nights, we pulled into our hotel after 11:00 p.m.
Put into summary, we did 2900 miles in less than seven days. You can imagine the riding that entailed! But it was an amazing, memorable trip. Thought I would just post a few pics from the trip before I started any updates to my very "tilted world" right now. (You know how it is when you come back to your "real" world and it's all waiting for you!)
The week after vacation, we spent five days in a conference in Des Moines. Even though the conference was valid and interesting, it paled in comparison to the Grand Tetons, Mount Rushmore, and the South Dakota Badlands. We are already longing to make that trek again with some definite side stops that were not available to us this time.
The three generations that made the trip (my husband's parents, my husband and I, and two of our daughters) fared incredibly well together. There was great respect on everyone's part, giving greater consideration to the older generations and their preferences. It was a pleasure to experience everyone's reactions to some of the famous and not so-famous icons and scenery that we saw on this trip.
"Bubbi" was our special friend on the trip. Because there were fou
r females on this trip, it's a given that a Ford Expedition, though large and spacious, would not be able to hold all of the luggage we brought along. UHaul rented us the perfect solution. Bubbi was faithful, unassuming, and efficient for all our needs!
When we dropped him off, we felt like we were saying goodbye to a very dear friend.
When the world stops tilting so much (sure....) I do hope to document this trip in a more precise manner.
Until then, if you've never done a trip outwest, it's definitely a trip worth taking!
Put into summary, we did 2900 miles in less than seven days. You can imagine the riding that entailed! But it was an amazing, memorable trip. Thought I would just post a few pics from the trip before I started any updates to my very "tilted world" right now. (You know how it is when you come back to your "real" world and it's all waiting for you!)
The week after vacation, we spent five days in a conference in Des Moines. Even though the conference was valid and interesting, it paled in comparison to the Grand Tetons, Mount Rushmore, and the South Dakota Badlands. We are already longing to make that trek again with some definite side stops that were not available to us this time.
The three generations that made the trip (my husband's parents, my husband and I, and two of our daughters) fared incredibly well together. There was great respect on everyone's part, giving greater consideration to the older generations and their preferences. It was a pleasure to experience everyone's reactions to some of the famous and not so-famous icons and scenery that we saw on this trip.
"Bubbi" was our special friend on the trip. Because there were fou
r females on this trip, it's a given that a Ford Expedition, though large and spacious, would not be able to hold all of the luggage we brought along. UHaul rented us the perfect solution. Bubbi was faithful, unassuming, and efficient for all our needs!When we dropped him off, we felt like we were saying goodbye to a very dear friend.
When the world stops tilting so much (sure....) I do hope to document this trip in a more precise manner.
Until then, if you've never done a trip outwest, it's definitely a trip worth taking!
25 July 2006
Hitting the "Wall"
Monday was a spectacular day; one written about in books but very rarely experienced by us. After waking up in Omaha with our "Jetson-looking" trailer behind us, we headed north to Sioux City and then turned west on I-90. Pop had bought juices, waters, peanuts, chips, a cooler, and ice for the trip. As we traveled west, the external thermometer nudged closer and closer to 100 degrees, but inside the Expedition, the air was very cold. There were blankets, sweaters, and sweatshirts being swapped around in the back. Sleeping, chatting, aweing over the breathtaking scenery, and cutting jokes were just part of the day.
Our first stop was a visitor center/rest area where the ladies there gave us the scoop on the best things to experience and see in SD. We got back in the car with at least 10 pounds of brochures and pamphlets of things waiting ahead of us. About 200 miles later we stopped in the medium-sized town of Mitchell, SD. There we saw the Corn Palace, a time-rendered tribute to the bountiful corn crop in that area. And believe me, there is plenty of corn in this area! Part of the outside and the murals inside the building are completed made of corn, different colors of corn and straw, hay, and grasses from the SD plains. Magnificent!
The rest of the afternoon we spent traveling. We were heading towards the Badlands. Because I'm a reader, I have heard much about the Badlands of South Dakota. I have pictures to publish which really won't convey everything, but the rest of the party is ready to get on the road, so I have to cut this short.
As we came out of our astounding ride through part of the Badlands, we came upon the charming little town named Wall. By then we were all exhausted (in a good way) and famished. The Red River Cafe promised interesting and vital nourishment, so the four girls all went in to the restaurant as Pop and Jeff went looking for a room for the night. They got the last two in town! How is that for planning? After a great meal with some very friendly people (maybe South Dakota people are so friendly because of the "south" part? I don't think so), we headed to our Econo Lodge and literally "hit the wall".
Wall, SD has been 7 years without much-needed rain. As a matter of fact, they are in drought status. So, as we were falling into our slumber, we all whispered a prayer for some refreshing rain to fall on this great little town......and this morning, we see that God answered those prayers. It rained during the night!
This morning we are heading to Mount Rushmore and shopping in the Black Hills, then we're heading north for a very short corner trek into North Dakota before heading west again into Montana.
Stay with us.....it's been magical so far! And the three generations are having a great time learning, loving, and laughing with each other!
Our first stop was a visitor center/rest area where the ladies there gave us the scoop on the best things to experience and see in SD. We got back in the car with at least 10 pounds of brochures and pamphlets of things waiting ahead of us. About 200 miles later we stopped in the medium-sized town of Mitchell, SD. There we saw the Corn Palace, a time-rendered tribute to the bountiful corn crop in that area. And believe me, there is plenty of corn in this area! Part of the outside and the murals inside the building are completed made of corn, different colors of corn and straw, hay, and grasses from the SD plains. Magnificent!
The rest of the afternoon we spent traveling. We were heading towards the Badlands. Because I'm a reader, I have heard much about the Badlands of South Dakota. I have pictures to publish which really won't convey everything, but the rest of the party is ready to get on the road, so I have to cut this short.
As we came out of our astounding ride through part of the Badlands, we came upon the charming little town named Wall. By then we were all exhausted (in a good way) and famished. The Red River Cafe promised interesting and vital nourishment, so the four girls all went in to the restaurant as Pop and Jeff went looking for a room for the night. They got the last two in town! How is that for planning? After a great meal with some very friendly people (maybe South Dakota people are so friendly because of the "south" part? I don't think so), we headed to our Econo Lodge and literally "hit the wall".
Wall, SD has been 7 years without much-needed rain. As a matter of fact, they are in drought status. So, as we were falling into our slumber, we all whispered a prayer for some refreshing rain to fall on this great little town......and this morning, we see that God answered those prayers. It rained during the night!
This morning we are heading to Mount Rushmore and shopping in the Black Hills, then we're heading north for a very short corner trek into North Dakota before heading west again into Montana.
Stay with us.....it's been magical so far! And the three generations are having a great time learning, loving, and laughing with each other!
24 July 2006
Waking up in Omaha - Day 1
For the next week, I'll be journaling about a unique trip that I have the privilege to take with my husband, his parents, and two of our daughters. It's unique in that we have three generations traveling together, seeing sites that none of us have ever seen, and working with one end of the generational spectrum and the other.
For instance, we arrived in Des Moines, Iowa, yesterday afternoon by airplane. We had rented as large a SUV that Hertz had there in Des Moines. Still for six people and all the luggage plus a small canvas car top carrier, we still were packed in pretty tight. We decided that we would need a trailer to pull behind the Expedition in order to free up the "living" space inside the vehicle.
So we decided to drive from Des Moines to Omaha, just to get a few miles behind us. Pop (Jeff's father) thought we should try to eat at a Omaha steakhouse, but as I used the GPS navigational tool on my phone (what WILL they think of next?), it was discovered that all of the restaurants I was able to get up with would be closing around 9:00 p.m. We would be at least that time arriving in the suburbs of Omaha......which is what happened.
However, providentially we ended up stopping at a Cracker Barrel at Exit 3 in Council Bluffs (a city of its own right beside Omaha -- even though those of us who do not know better would call it a suburb of Omaha) Wouldn't you know? There was a 24-hour Walmart at the exit, and yes, even a U-haul store across the street! So, we settled in at a Fairfield right beside the Cracker Barrel and all "died" for the night. It had been a long first traveling day.
At 7:00 a.m. this morning my husband came into the room, bright-eyed and bushy-tail, so-to-speak, with coffee and a promise that we would be leaving as soon as he returned with our little trailer from the U-haul. So, now comes the delicate dance of the generations. My father-in-law, I'm certain, has been up for at least a couple of hours now. On the other hand, my two daughters (age 19 and 16) were still snug in their beds at 7:30. This is where my husband and I have to bridge the gap between the two extreme generations. It should be an interesting ride.
Our girls think it's really great that they can travel with their grandparents, but I don't think the significance of this trip will really hit them until a few years down the road. It's good stuff. We are excited for the day.
The night before we left, I stayed up until 3:30 a.m. finding interesting tidbits about states and little towns along our way. I have folders full of stuff -- just in case. I believe that Mount Rushmore is on the agenda today, but that could change. It's the time-honored privilege of the older generation that the plans can change at any moment.
So we're ready for anything!
Well, girls are finally up and looking somewhat awake. One's in the shower and one's fixing her hair. My husband has yet to return, but when he does, he'll be relieved to know that we're ready and excited for the day!
Stay tuned.....
For instance, we arrived in Des Moines, Iowa, yesterday afternoon by airplane. We had rented as large a SUV that Hertz had there in Des Moines. Still for six people and all the luggage plus a small canvas car top carrier, we still were packed in pretty tight. We decided that we would need a trailer to pull behind the Expedition in order to free up the "living" space inside the vehicle.
So we decided to drive from Des Moines to Omaha, just to get a few miles behind us. Pop (Jeff's father) thought we should try to eat at a Omaha steakhouse, but as I used the GPS navigational tool on my phone (what WILL they think of next?), it was discovered that all of the restaurants I was able to get up with would be closing around 9:00 p.m. We would be at least that time arriving in the suburbs of Omaha......which is what happened.
However, providentially we ended up stopping at a Cracker Barrel at Exit 3 in Council Bluffs (a city of its own right beside Omaha -- even though those of us who do not know better would call it a suburb of Omaha) Wouldn't you know? There was a 24-hour Walmart at the exit, and yes, even a U-haul store across the street! So, we settled in at a Fairfield right beside the Cracker Barrel and all "died" for the night. It had been a long first traveling day.
At 7:00 a.m. this morning my husband came into the room, bright-eyed and bushy-tail, so-to-speak, with coffee and a promise that we would be leaving as soon as he returned with our little trailer from the U-haul. So, now comes the delicate dance of the generations. My father-in-law, I'm certain, has been up for at least a couple of hours now. On the other hand, my two daughters (age 19 and 16) were still snug in their beds at 7:30. This is where my husband and I have to bridge the gap between the two extreme generations. It should be an interesting ride.
Our girls think it's really great that they can travel with their grandparents, but I don't think the significance of this trip will really hit them until a few years down the road. It's good stuff. We are excited for the day.
The night before we left, I stayed up until 3:30 a.m. finding interesting tidbits about states and little towns along our way. I have folders full of stuff -- just in case. I believe that Mount Rushmore is on the agenda today, but that could change. It's the time-honored privilege of the older generation that the plans can change at any moment.
So we're ready for anything!
Well, girls are finally up and looking somewhat awake. One's in the shower and one's fixing her hair. My husband has yet to return, but when he does, he'll be relieved to know that we're ready and excited for the day!
Stay tuned.....
12 July 2006
When Heroes Act Human
Surprise...surprise. We are all human -- and time, pressure, fatigue, or ill-willed words spoken to us always proves it.
Zinedane Zidane is a national hero in France. As one of the most renown "football" (soccer) players certainly in that country, and perhaps even in the world, he is credited for being the primary catalyst of France gaining their footing and being able to find themselves in Berlin this past Sunday for the World Cup final. He had some great plays; he simply showed up in a big way.
Even if you didn't watch the game (4 billion all over the world did), unless you're a recluse or haven't watched a snippet of news this week, you have heard about the head butt. As a matter of fact, just this morning there was an article informing us that several gaming companies have made, are making, or will make a game that derides and misaligns the incident for the sake of entertainment -- and of course, let's don't forget "cash flow" for these companies. One simple game already on the internet allows you to simply use keys on your keyboard to help Zidane head butt as many Italian players as possible. Okay, that's enough sensationalism for one day, don't you think? All for the might $!
Even though he has apologized, gotten penalized, and all that, it remains that human heroes just can't match up to our expectations in the end, IF we expect them to be god-like. There is only one true God -- and He's the same yesterday, today, and forever.
Zinedane Zidane is a national hero in France. As one of the most renown "football" (soccer) players certainly in that country, and perhaps even in the world, he is credited for being the primary catalyst of France gaining their footing and being able to find themselves in Berlin this past Sunday for the World Cup final. He had some great plays; he simply showed up in a big way.
Even if you didn't watch the game (4 billion all over the world did), unless you're a recluse or haven't watched a snippet of news this week, you have heard about the head butt. As a matter of fact, just this morning there was an article informing us that several gaming companies have made, are making, or will make a game that derides and misaligns the incident for the sake of entertainment -- and of course, let's don't forget "cash flow" for these companies. One simple game already on the internet allows you to simply use keys on your keyboard to help Zidane head butt as many Italian players as possible. Okay, that's enough sensationalism for one day, don't you think? All for the might $!
Even though he has apologized, gotten penalized, and all that, it remains that human heroes just can't match up to our expectations in the end, IF we expect them to be god-like. There is only one true God -- and He's the same yesterday, today, and forever.
06 July 2006
Loud and Clear
It's a rainy Thursday morning in the south, and I'm preparing myself for a busy five days in a row. Coffee's good, silence is good, and the cleaning and cooking will wait.
Some things just speak for themselves and it is some of those that I would like to put before you today. (If anyone knows how to add a link without actually putting the link in the text itself, I have been trying but do not know how to do it - could use some help!)
WORLD CUP - Hey, I've been really good for the past week! I was able to watch three games in a row that had to go to the 15 min-15 min. overtime and then, when still tied, there has to be 5 penalty kick shootout. I have never seen that on the big stage before! It was exhilarating! It's hard to believe that it can come down to a striker and a keeper to define the winner of a game, but that's the way it is!
FRANCE AND ITALY will play on Sunday for the coveted (but rather unattractive, if I might add) World Cup. In the end, it comes down to these two; however, they certainly are not the only impressive teams there were. My hats go off to Argentina, Ghana, Ukraine, Germany, and Portugal (who my gut really wanted to pull for because of Figo coming out of retirement to play and that Portugal has never won the World Cup). Thanks to all of them for giving us quality playing in their own unique styles!************************************************************************************
About a week ago, BBC ran an article of a rather bizarre nature. The rebel soldiers in Ivory Coast agreed to lay down their arms (for the 5th time in three years) IF the government would agree to pay them back-pay wages since the war started. I had to read it a couple of times to really believe the article was saying that. They started the war almost 4 years ago, but they want back-pay from the government that they have been fighting against. Okay...
....http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/africa/5133770.stm
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As if Somalia doesn't have enough troubles with famine, disease, and extreme poverty struggles, citizens of this country was banned from watching the World Cup. When a group in a small town defied these orders, a truck with extreme Islam militants drove by and opened fire. The owner of the cinema and a little girl were killed.....why? For liking football in southern Somalia. This have anything to do with the fact that Somalia has had no effective government in almost 15 years. Anarchy at its finest.
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/africa/5153800.stm
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*********************************************************************************I like Pepsi just the way it is. Evidently someone at Coke saw a money-making opportunity and stole federal trade secrets from the Atlanta-based Coke offices. And the people at Pepsi did the right thing and sent the documents they received to the FBI. But did they peek first? I would like to think they did not. Having two very similar products out on the market that suddenly became almost identical would be a death knell for one of them. They know that.
Random thought: have you ever did a taste test to see if you can tell the difference between the two. My husband did not believe that I could tell the difference between Pepsi and Coke yea
rs ago, but I definitely passed the test.http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,202235,00.html
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Ken Lay is dead. I will admit that I found the Enron story rather boring and didn't follow it as closely as some. But, if you've read much of my blog or know me at all, I am always trying to fit puzzles together in human nature and its reaction to certain elements.
Was Ken Lay stressed? For how long? Enough to kill him? Hm......
http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,202251,00.html
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Guess that's enough for today. I'm in the middle of reading the DaVinci Code. I found a copy for $4 - and decided to buy it. I'm almost halfway through it. Hm.......
04 July 2006
The All-American Dog and All-American Nano Flag
It's hot outside just like a July 4th in the south should be. I have been to Sam's
to buy fruit for our family cookout starting around 5:00. Just taking the groceries out
to the car and then into the house worked up quite a sweat!
So, while I'm awaiting the start of something not-so-American, the first semi-final game
of the World Cup between Italy and Germany, I thought I would surf around the web and
see what some others are up to on this historical day in our country.
Since most everyone knows, that has lived in this country very long, the hotdog (or its cousin the bratwurst - though there may be some that flinch from that comparison) is pretty much the American standard food of baseball games, summer cookouts, or the companion to Kraft macaroni and cheese for a quick evening meal (though me, the health nut, has not served that kind of meal in many years).
In Coney Island, where some people say that hotdogs were "born" - there's a contest today to see who can eat the most hotdogs in 12 minutes. For five years straight, believe it or not, a Japanese fellow has held the record! Anyway, this year there is a young American man who is determined to dethrone the Japanese and rightfully take back what should be American dominated. See the whole story here: http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,201928,00.htmlA Nano American Flag? Some Texas graduate students have made a flag that is 10-times smaller than a strand of human hair. Why? I don't know. Intriguing though.
http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,202023,00.html
If you are feeling nostalgic about today and Independence Day and all that, check this website out. There are quizzes, facts, and trivia all about July 4th. If you're feeling lazy like me today, it would be a good pasttime. http://theholidayspot.com/july4/quiz.htm
If you're feeling extremely patriotic, find a parade, watch the fireworks, enjoy a swim, spend time with friends and family. Whatever you do, don't forget to "remember" what it's all about today. This is our country.........be proud and be brave!
30 June 2006
Battle of the Titans - World Cup Style
It has happened just as World Cup lovers dream! Argentine vs. Germany. Two international powerhouses playing each other. Each team playing its own unique style of "football". There has been 120 minutes of play (90 regulation and 30 minutes overtime) and penalty kicks (5 for each team) have been kicked. Germany has done it - penalty kicks masterfully blocked by Germany's tired, but amazingly skilled keeper. In the 63rd minute or so, Argentina's incredible goalkeeper was severely injured. He was taken off the field and the backup keeper was brought in.
This is never a good scenario and certainly did nothing for Argentina. The backup keeper just did not have the passion and momentum as did their no. 1 GK. (Having a daughter who is a phenomenal keeper in high school, I was feeling strongly the goalkeepers pressure. Wow! What instinct the German GK had! And that's what it took!) He was able to block not just one, but two penalty kicks to clinch the win. Argentina's less experienced goalkeeper substitute never had a chance against the kicks by German strikers who nailed the ball into the net every time. It was a win well deserved. And they did it in front of their own fans -- at home. Though the Germans have not been one of my favorites in this World Cup, today they have certainly won my utmost respect.
There's frustration, tears, anger, and disappointment on the Argentine side; but the Germans? I just know they are waiting for England......
Is there enough security in the country of Germany to hold the lid on that kind of matchup?
Italy took Ukraine down 3-0. Not a huge surprise, though you have to tip your hat at the Ukraine team. Playing in the quarterfinals of the World Cup is an honor that they should relish for a very long time.
Portugal meets England tommorrow morning; then in the afternon, France meets Brasil. No premature results here. Anything, I repeat, anything can happen.
26 June 2006
Deviation (from World Cup stuff)
This morning I thought that it would not be wise to do yet a third blog about World Cup soccer being played from June 9-July 9 in Germany. So, even as I am watching Australia and Italy play, and anticipating the Ghana-Brasil game tomorrow, I will not bore you with my sentiments....at least not today!
There's a couple of things I would like to address today. First, we saw our youngest daughter on Saturday. We were able to wrangle an hour of her time in a laundromat where she had come to wash off a week's worth of dirt and sweat! She is a counselor at a Christian camp in the North Carolina mountains this summer. Last summer she was also was at camp for five weeks, as a CIT (Counselor-in-Training). It was then that she realized that this was a ministry she wanted to do for God in her high school years (and perhaps also in her college years). Her very first week of being a counselor, she saw 4 of her campers come to know Christ. She called us that weekend to tell us about this and that she was really excited about what God was showing her.
If you are a parent and have ever had the privilege of knowing your children are hearing God talking personally to them.....you'll know that there are no words for it. I'm excited for Lauren and what God is showing her. She seemed very tired when we saw her Saturday, but that would be expected. As I sat down and watched her put the quarters in the washing machine herself and put her clothes in the machine herself -- I realized that she is growing up. She'll be 16 in a couple of weeks, and I'm proud of who she is and who she is becoming. Even though seven weeks is a long time to be without her, I am reminded once again that she is not really ours. Not first of all. She is God's first. If He has asked her to serve Him in this capacity this summer, then who am I to get in the way of God's plans? I am her mother, yes, but He is her Creator and Savior. How I'm proud of that girl!
Secondly, blogs. In the past couple of weeks, I have read much from bloggers writing about blogs, the intentions of blogs, the misuse of blogs, the addiction of blogging, and so on and so forth. It's disturbing to me, but on a far different level.
First of all, I realize that when I created my personal and ministry blogs that there was a part of me that truly thought people would care to know what I was thinking. That's pretty heady stuff and probably not as true as we would like to think. The intention of my ministry blog is to keep those interested updated in a more detailed way. Prayer letters must be somewhat concise and compact, and in a campus ministry such as we are involved, often many of the really good details must be forfeited. That was the intention of that particular blog.
As for this blog, I have honestly had to rethink why I am committed to it at all. I do not have a vendetta of some sort to air out here, I do not necessarily like to "stir up others" - as in the intention in many blogs that I have read, and I do not think it's necessary to give private, very personal details about myself. If others need to do that, then okay. For me, it's just to let others know the multi-layers that make up Me. The things that I find funny, disturbing, and amazing. As I am in the process of writing a book on our experiences as missionaries in West Africa for nearly 20 years, this blog gives me another avenue of creativity and "blowing out the cobwebs" - so to speak. Writers need motivation and exercise of their writing abilities. This is just a "workout" for me, so to speak.
The deeper issue I have with those who blog in lieu of developing personal, face-to-face relationships with others is this: it feeds the underlying problem of feeling isolated. While this may be a connection to the world in some strange way, that is certainly not how we are designed to interact on a day-to-day basis. We need people - and not just the words gleaned from a blogging comment section. Just a couple of days ago, I read an article that put definition to my concerns. While the article never addresses our advanced technology as a factor in the study that was sited, it doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure out that it does figure greatly into the problem. Despite all the technology in the world and hundreds of ways to stay connected in some way, more and more of the world's population feels isolated and disconnected. The reason (in my opinion)? We replace those eye-to-eye, voice-to-voice relationships with static, distant cyber relationships. And, in the long run, they can never totally satisfy and complete us as a warm, caring face that we can see.
Anyway, this is just some simple thoughts I have on blogging. I think some people take this new, fandangled opportunity way too seriously and misalign the intentions of what a blog should really be. I don't believe it should be a place to antagonize, rant and rave (on a consistent basis), or feel that we now own a right to be a bonafide journalist, just because we press "publish post".
Though we can inform and educate about something important to us, blogging does not necessarily make us experts.
Enjoy blogging! Have fun with it! Let those who care about you already know a little more about your whims and wishes, likes and dislikes....but I don't think it should be a pulpit or podium, though it can always be a place for encouragement, friendly discussion, enlightening, and finding others who think in uninimity or not - with us!!
Enough deviation! Australia and Italy are still nil-nil at the 81st minute (which means there is only 9 more minutes in regulation play). Italy was favored to sweep this game, but, that's what makes soccer so exciting. Anything can happen in any given game! (Like Ghana, for instance!)
http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,200769,00.html
There's a couple of things I would like to address today. First, we saw our youngest daughter on Saturday. We were able to wrangle an hour of her time in a laundromat where she had come to wash off a week's worth of dirt and sweat! She is a counselor at a Christian camp in the North Carolina mountains this summer. Last summer she was also was at camp for five weeks, as a CIT (Counselor-in-Training). It was then that she realized that this was a ministry she wanted to do for God in her high school years (and perhaps also in her college years). Her very first week of being a counselor, she saw 4 of her campers come to know Christ. She called us that weekend to tell us about this and that she was really excited about what God was showing her.
If you are a parent and have ever had the privilege of knowing your children are hearing God talking personally to them.....you'll know that there are no words for it. I'm excited for Lauren and what God is showing her. She seemed very tired when we saw her Saturday, but that would be expected. As I sat down and watched her put the quarters in the washing machine herself and put her clothes in the machine herself -- I realized that she is growing up. She'll be 16 in a couple of weeks, and I'm proud of who she is and who she is becoming. Even though seven weeks is a long time to be without her, I am reminded once again that she is not really ours. Not first of all. She is God's first. If He has asked her to serve Him in this capacity this summer, then who am I to get in the way of God's plans? I am her mother, yes, but He is her Creator and Savior. How I'm proud of that girl!
Secondly, blogs. In the past couple of weeks, I have read much from bloggers writing about blogs, the intentions of blogs, the misuse of blogs, the addiction of blogging, and so on and so forth. It's disturbing to me, but on a far different level.
First of all, I realize that when I created my personal and ministry blogs that there was a part of me that truly thought people would care to know what I was thinking. That's pretty heady stuff and probably not as true as we would like to think. The intention of my ministry blog is to keep those interested updated in a more detailed way. Prayer letters must be somewhat concise and compact, and in a campus ministry such as we are involved, often many of the really good details must be forfeited. That was the intention of that particular blog.
As for this blog, I have honestly had to rethink why I am committed to it at all. I do not have a vendetta of some sort to air out here, I do not necessarily like to "stir up others" - as in the intention in many blogs that I have read, and I do not think it's necessary to give private, very personal details about myself. If others need to do that, then okay. For me, it's just to let others know the multi-layers that make up Me. The things that I find funny, disturbing, and amazing. As I am in the process of writing a book on our experiences as missionaries in West Africa for nearly 20 years, this blog gives me another avenue of creativity and "blowing out the cobwebs" - so to speak. Writers need motivation and exercise of their writing abilities. This is just a "workout" for me, so to speak.
The deeper issue I have with those who blog in lieu of developing personal, face-to-face relationships with others is this: it feeds the underlying problem of feeling isolated. While this may be a connection to the world in some strange way, that is certainly not how we are designed to interact on a day-to-day basis. We need people - and not just the words gleaned from a blogging comment section. Just a couple of days ago, I read an article that put definition to my concerns. While the article never addresses our advanced technology as a factor in the study that was sited, it doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure out that it does figure greatly into the problem. Despite all the technology in the world and hundreds of ways to stay connected in some way, more and more of the world's population feels isolated and disconnected. The reason (in my opinion)? We replace those eye-to-eye, voice-to-voice relationships with static, distant cyber relationships. And, in the long run, they can never totally satisfy and complete us as a warm, caring face that we can see.
Anyway, this is just some simple thoughts I have on blogging. I think some people take this new, fandangled opportunity way too seriously and misalign the intentions of what a blog should really be. I don't believe it should be a place to antagonize, rant and rave (on a consistent basis), or feel that we now own a right to be a bonafide journalist, just because we press "publish post".
Though we can inform and educate about something important to us, blogging does not necessarily make us experts.
Enjoy blogging! Have fun with it! Let those who care about you already know a little more about your whims and wishes, likes and dislikes....but I don't think it should be a pulpit or podium, though it can always be a place for encouragement, friendly discussion, enlightening, and finding others who think in uninimity or not - with us!!
Enough deviation! Australia and Italy are still nil-nil at the 81st minute (which means there is only 9 more minutes in regulation play). Italy was favored to sweep this game, but, that's what makes soccer so exciting. Anything can happen in any given game! (Like Ghana, for instance!)
http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,200769,00.html
22 June 2006
Still An African At Heart
Yes, I'm still talking soccer. Yes, the World Cup is still going on. It takes four weeks to meticulously move 32 teams down to 2 - then finally to THE ONE - on July 9th. It's good stuff.
The game today between the USA and Ghana was a hard one for me. I am a born American and proud of it! However, since 1983, I have either lived in West Africa or have been closely tied with two countries there. (We have actually lived in Liberia and Ivory Coast for a total of 10 years - and that includes being in the middle of two civil wars in both of those countries) One of our daughters was born in Liberia. Some of the greatest people I know live there. Saying all that, when Ghana took USA down 2-1, I cried. On one part, it was sadness for the US, though I have felt no particular affinity with this soccer team. They simply have not showed themselves World Cup contenders. They just didn't have the "gusto" that it takes to play "football" with the rest of the world. But Ghana did!
Now, Ghana.....commentators on ESPN are calling them a surprise. Well, they didn't ask me. I said it from day one when they played Italy and only lost 1-0. There was something in their eyes, a rhythm to their team that bore watching. But I'm not sure if other Americans caught it. I imagine they didn't want to see it. I tired of the commentators not giving Ghana the critique that they were due. It was all about how US was fast and sharp and this other stuff. Meanwhile, Ghana dominated the passing, possession, and scoring. Hm....
It basically takes an African to play football with another African. A European team nor a North American team will have a hard time taking Ghana down. However, South American teams have some of the same kind of rhythm in their play. Brasil possibly could do it next Tuesday, but Ghana will not lie down for one second. It will be a match made in heaven, to coin a phrase.
They are an incredibly organized team with precise speed and extraordinary passing ability. And, of course, if you have known any West Africans, they do have the gift of flair, drama, and charisma. You just gotta love them! And, Kingston, their keeper, was amazing. He was fearless and intimidating. Having a daughter that is a keeper for her high school team, I always watch closely the talents of the goalie. Kingston is a "keeper" - a pun was intended!
So, pull up a chair, and watch with me as this Ghanian team makes world history by moving into the second round. In the privacy of my living room, I was dancing the dance that most West African women dance when they are celebrating anything, particularly a birth of a baby.
This victory for Ghana and the advance to the next round is definitely a birth of something big for West Africa!! Don't let them catch you by surprise -- you have been warned!!
16 June 2006
More Than a Game
This afternoon my heart is heavy for my African friends in Ivory Coast. As a few of you may have noticed, I have not written in this blog since 8th of June. The World Cup (the best of the best in soccer - known as futbol or football by the rest of the world) started on June 9th, and every spare moment I have had, I have spent watching some of those games.
After having lived in Africa off and on since 1985, we have become very familar with soccer and what it really means to the countries around the world. Someone wisely said that a soccer match is not just "life or death" to a team, to a country; it's much, much more than that. To you Americans reading this, that statement may sound extreme as well it probably is, but the fact still stands that there is a majority of countries in the world that eat, drink, live, and dream soccer! Most likely if you think of soccer, you think of Brasil, and rightly so. They are a dominant force in the international world of soccer. But there are others, and a World Cup year (played every four years) puts on the world stage the best of the best.
You may or may not know that we lived five years in the country of Ivory Coast. We know what soccer means there. This is their first showing in the World Cup, along with Togo, Ghana, and a couple of others. The Ivorian Les Elephants by far, for the first-timers, have had the best showing, the most stamina, the strongest persistence in the face of formidable opponents. Placed in the bracket known as "The Death Zone", they held their own, showed their incredible talent, and won over the hearts of those who watched them. Playing two of the toughest teams in the World Cup: Argentina and Holland would possibly had caused a weaker team to "tuck tail" and retreat. But not the Ivorians.
Facing these two amazingly talented and complex teams is nothing compared to what they and their countrymen have endured in the past four years in their country. Civil war took this stable, productive West African country completely by surprise in September of 2002, and it has and never will be the same. We were there at the beginning of the demise. Trapped in a guest house in the capital city of Abidjan for ten days. Even then our hearts ached for what these people would have to face. We had seen it all before in Liberia.
So, for the Ivorian soccer team to be able to play big on the World Cup fields in Germany this summer has been a boost to people who are war-fatigued, discouraged, distressed, and who have lost hope in the foundation that was once solid underneath them. Not to mention that the soccer team consisted of players from both the south and north parts of the country, bringing a strange kind of unity to a country viciously divided by political, tribal, and religious obstacles.
When the whistle blew at the end of the game today against Holland, even while wiping tears from my eyes, I cringed at the thought of the fighting that will possibly start back up again tomorrow. Or will the two sides decided to watch the rest of the World Cup (not to finish until July 9)? Will they restrain themselves in order to cheer on their African counterparts: Angola, Togo, and Ghana?
Just today on BBC it was sited that the segment of militia that was due yesterday to meet at a neutral camp and turn in their arms did not show. Not a one of them. It doesn't take a rocket scientist to realize why they did not show. It's World Cup time and their Elephants were playing today. And, believe it or not, that is more important than fighting a war.
08 June 2006
"A Segment of Society"
When Tom Hanks remarked that he realized a "segment of society" would be offended by the controversial The DaVinci Code -- was he speaking only of American society or the 
world as a whole? This morning as I was scanning my favorite news sites, and besides the 72-point font headline that related how Zarqwahi had been killed in an air raid and it was a great blow to terrorism, (I have some comments for that one, too) the other really big story to me (besides the World Cup starts tomorrow in Germany!) was that China has now completely banned The DaVinci Code from its national theatres. http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/entertainment/5059658.stm
Well, Tom, add China to India, Pakistan, and the Fuji Islands, who have already banned the movie in their countries, and that is a substantial amount of "society" that is doing more than just being offended. And these are not even Christian countries! While some religious groups in America are making a loud, gritty to-do about the movie, there are others (including pastors and churches) that
are sitting back and watching to see what will happen (or choosing not to address it because it doesn't deserved to be addressed?). Do we not consider that there may be baby Christians in our midst that are struggling with Truth and may need some mature spiritual guidance through this phenomenon?
In our summer Bible study with college students, we will address this controversy to the extent of projecting Truth in the dark face of heresy and depravity. If we don't, who will? Their professors certainly will, their friends and classmates will -- and what kind of "truth" will they hear from those? It is not our intention to give full face to this movie, but to simply give some guidelines of Truth to help these students (most who titter-totter from one extreme to another) handle properly the things of God and know how to discern and "garbage" the things that are not from God. What another great opportunity to train young Christians in apologetics - defending their faith in a very dark, debased world!
Back to Tom Hanks. It makes me wonder what Tom Hank's agenda about acting in this movie when I read his reaction to critics of the movie. He, himself, in an article written a few days ago, said there was a lot of "hooey" in the story, but that religious dialogue is always good to open up. What is he saying? What is his intentions in getting involved in this? And Ron Howard? Opie of Mayberry never would have dreamed of this! Read the rest for yourself if you are so inclined. http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/entertainment/4764407.stm
Have I seen the movie? Probably won't. But I do have a friend who owns the book, and without having to contribute a dime to author Brown, I probably will read the book.
world as a whole? This morning as I was scanning my favorite news sites, and besides the 72-point font headline that related how Zarqwahi had been killed in an air raid and it was a great blow to terrorism, (I have some comments for that one, too) the other really big story to me (besides the World Cup starts tomorrow in Germany!) was that China has now completely banned The DaVinci Code from its national theatres. http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/entertainment/5059658.stmWell, Tom, add China to India, Pakistan, and the Fuji Islands, who have already banned the movie in their countries, and that is a substantial amount of "society" that is doing more than just being offended. And these are not even Christian countries! While some religious groups in America are making a loud, gritty to-do about the movie, there are others (including pastors and churches) that
are sitting back and watching to see what will happen (or choosing not to address it because it doesn't deserved to be addressed?). Do we not consider that there may be baby Christians in our midst that are struggling with Truth and may need some mature spiritual guidance through this phenomenon?In our summer Bible study with college students, we will address this controversy to the extent of projecting Truth in the dark face of heresy and depravity. If we don't, who will? Their professors certainly will, their friends and classmates will -- and what kind of "truth" will they hear from those? It is not our intention to give full face to this movie, but to simply give some guidelines of Truth to help these students (most who titter-totter from one extreme to another) handle properly the things of God and know how to discern and "garbage" the things that are not from God. What another great opportunity to train young Christians in apologetics - defending their faith in a very dark, debased world!
Back to Tom Hanks. It makes me wonder what Tom Hank's agenda about acting in this movie when I read his reaction to critics of the movie. He, himself, in an article written a few days ago, said there was a lot of "hooey" in the story, but that religious dialogue is always good to open up. What is he saying? What is his intentions in getting involved in this? And Ron Howard? Opie of Mayberry never would have dreamed of this! Read the rest for yourself if you are so inclined. http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/entertainment/4764407.stm
Have I seen the movie? Probably won't. But I do have a friend who owns the book, and without having to contribute a dime to author Brown, I probably will read the book.
07 June 2006
What? No Transfats in Poptarts?
You may or may not know about the law that went into effect this past January ('06) that every food item being marketed for sell to consumers had to list, along with nutritive values and such, the amount of transfats found in that particular food product. While I like the idea of having that defined, I am wondering about how it is really calculated and how accurate it is.
One of my lazy, quick, and very unhealthy breakfasts is to eat a Poptart with my coffee. This morning I looked on the back of the package and saw where there are 0 Transfats found in the Poptart I was going to eat. When I looked at the ingredients on that back, there are no tell-tell signs that would prove otherwise. Hydrogenated and partially-hydrogenated fats is a sure sign that there are transfats in a food product, plus, let's don't forget the saturated fats. Transfats are the main ingredient in some (mainly processed) foods that cause major cholesterol buildup in arteries and longterm damage to the circulatory system. They're not good in any form, at any time. And our bodies do not do a good job of ridding themselves of these fats either. So...
Still, how do you get a Poptart to stay in its infamous, perfectly formed rectangular shape, popping with fatty, but good stuff right underneath the surface? It's a mystery to me - and please know that I am an extreme skeptic when it comes to food products and usually what I put in my mouth (okay, except for the Sundrops and Poptarts! -- but we all have our dark sides!).
If you are a purist when it comes to food, you will consume absolutely no processed foods. A purist will only eat those things that are grown in nature and that are not brought together with binders, fillers, and artificial anything. I am a partial-purist. Probably 85% of my diet is all natural, whole foods. My family has slowly, and mostly unknowingly followed my lead, but it has taken 10 years for the process. Now, when my husband or daughters go off somewhere and are not able to eat as I usually feed them, they say that their bodies crave for healthy, natural stuff. That's a great compliment and relief to my culinary beliefs.
While it takes a lot more effort to cook from scratch using no shortcuts or processed additions to the meal, it is a tastier, more satisfying meal.
So, as I'm writing this about healthy foods and all, I am feeling pretty guilty about eating that Poptart this morning. If it were up to me, I would not even keep them in the house. That would force me to eat cereal and/or fruit for breakfast. But Poptarts is one of the few things that I relent and buy for my family.
Sigh....so I guess I'll just trust that my arteries are no worse for eating that Poptart since there are no transfats in them.....and go on with my day!
One of my lazy, quick, and very unhealthy breakfasts is to eat a Poptart with my coffee. This morning I looked on the back of the package and saw where there are 0 Transfats found in the Poptart I was going to eat. When I looked at the ingredients on that back, there are no tell-tell signs that would prove otherwise. Hydrogenated and partially-hydrogenated fats is a sure sign that there are transfats in a food product, plus, let's don't forget the saturated fats. Transfats are the main ingredient in some (mainly processed) foods that cause major cholesterol buildup in arteries and longterm damage to the circulatory system. They're not good in any form, at any time. And our bodies do not do a good job of ridding themselves of these fats either. So...
Still, how do you get a Poptart to stay in its infamous, perfectly formed rectangular shape, popping with fatty, but good stuff right underneath the surface? It's a mystery to me - and please know that I am an extreme skeptic when it comes to food products and usually what I put in my mouth (okay, except for the Sundrops and Poptarts! -- but we all have our dark sides!).
If you are a purist when it comes to food, you will consume absolutely no processed foods. A purist will only eat those things that are grown in nature and that are not brought together with binders, fillers, and artificial anything. I am a partial-purist. Probably 85% of my diet is all natural, whole foods. My family has slowly, and mostly unknowingly followed my lead, but it has taken 10 years for the process. Now, when my husband or daughters go off somewhere and are not able to eat as I usually feed them, they say that their bodies crave for healthy, natural stuff. That's a great compliment and relief to my culinary beliefs.
While it takes a lot more effort to cook from scratch using no shortcuts or processed additions to the meal, it is a tastier, more satisfying meal.
So, as I'm writing this about healthy foods and all, I am feeling pretty guilty about eating that Poptart this morning. If it were up to me, I would not even keep them in the house. That would force me to eat cereal and/or fruit for breakfast. But Poptarts is one of the few things that I relent and buy for my family.
Sigh....so I guess I'll just trust that my arteries are no worse for eating that Poptart since there are no transfats in them.....and go on with my day!
04 June 2006
What in the World?
Al Gore is wanting us to know that he's probably not going to be running for president in '08. Who's asking? And who really cares? Do we really want to relive all that?
And would he stand a chance against the former first lady?http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,198102,00.html
What's all the hype about 6-6-06? Well, if you are superstitious or ultra-religious, you might want to read something into those numbers. Actually, I find it the most interesting that a town named HELL in Michigan is going to make some money off these numbers!http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,198104,00.html
What in the world were these college students thinking they would accomplish by entering a large balloon filled with helium? A dare? A moment of exhiliration and excitement? This is so sad and such unnecessary deaths. What is it about some kids in their 20's that make them think they are invincible, immortal?
http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,198108,00.html
Perhaps the most sobering article in this blog. Pakistan is banning The DaVinci Code as to not be offensive to the extremely small minority of Christian under its sovereignty? Plus, they (even Muslim leaders) take offense to how Christ (to them an important prophet of Allah) is portrayed in the movie. And in America, how many theaters are showing this movie? This is irony at its darkest hour.
http://today.reuters.co.uk/news/newsArticle.aspx?type=entertainmentNews&storyID=2006-06-04T085617Z_01_ISL154282_RTRUKOC_0_UK-LEISURE-DAVINCI-PAKISTAN.xml
And would he stand a chance against the former first lady?http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,198102,00.html
What's all the hype about 6-6-06? Well, if you are superstitious or ultra-religious, you might want to read something into those numbers. Actually, I find it the most interesting that a town named HELL in Michigan is going to make some money off these numbers!http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,198104,00.html
What in the world were these college students thinking they would accomplish by entering a large balloon filled with helium? A dare? A moment of exhiliration and excitement? This is so sad and such unnecessary deaths. What is it about some kids in their 20's that make them think they are invincible, immortal?
http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,198108,00.html
Perhaps the most sobering article in this blog. Pakistan is banning The DaVinci Code as to not be offensive to the extremely small minority of Christian under its sovereignty? Plus, they (even Muslim leaders) take offense to how Christ (to them an important prophet of Allah) is portrayed in the movie. And in America, how many theaters are showing this movie? This is irony at its darkest hour.
http://today.reuters.co.uk/news/newsArticle.aspx?type=entertainmentNews&storyID=2006-06-04T085617Z_01_ISL154282_RTRUKOC_0_UK-LEISURE-DAVINCI-PAKISTAN.xml
30 May 2006
Tit for Tat
Just a few interesting tidbits for you today (it's actually evening).
PROCESSED FOODS HIT WEST AFRICA
I read it last night on BBC World News. Fufu is a chewy starch that is made from cassava roots and such. It is boiled and then pounded numerous times until it becomes a taffy-like substance that can be served with African stews and soups (not akin to any American stews or soups except maybe split pea soup or such). Now, there is a company in Ghana, West Africa, that is packaging dried, instant fufu. Just add water and stir. Now true African connaisseurs would beg to differ about the taste of the instant fufu tasting anything like real, time-consuming fufu. Probably much like comparing instant mashed potatoes with the real, boiled, smashed, whipped stuff.
But the fact stands that West Africa is coming into the way of western civilization: the fast-paced world of the working woman needing a quick way to prepare supper. Grant it, the majority of women who happen to live in suburban or rural areas of West Africa could never afford or would never dream of preparing the instant fufu, but for some, perhaps it just might work. In a world that knows nothing easy or quick, it's quite certainly a novelty right now.
Read the rest of the article, if you are interested, here: http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/africa/5010070.stm
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I have a beef with convenient stores and gas stations now that the lottery has passed in North Carolina. Twice now I have gone in to buy a Sunday paper and a Sundrop (my favorite soft drink in the whole wide world) and have had to wait at least 5-10 minutes before being able to check out. I'm not exaggerating. Last time was two weeks ago and it took 7 1/2 minutes for me to be waited on. There were two cashiers but both were busy helping people buy lottery tickets. This one woman in front of me was getting a crash course on the different kinds of tickets, the best odds, etc.... I, frankly, could care less! But I find it highly irritating that I, because I do not want a lottery ticket, and might need to check out quicker, would have to wait behind lines of lottery-hungry citizens.
I haven't said anything yet, but when it happens again, I will most likely complain to the cashiers, write a letter to the corporate office of that particular gas station, write an editorial to the paper, and not patronize that particular store anymore. It's infuriating. Have a separate checkout line for lottery purchases. Don't make non-gambling people have to wait for small purchases.
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I think I'm finished for the night. It's time to enjoy the rest of the late spring evening with family and a bowl of popcorn. Yeah.........good stuff.
27 May 2006
Doin' the Me Thing
So, it looks like I fell off the face of the earth....perhaps I did. Right into the world of laundry, making birthday cakes, helping to cheer on the daughter with exams, organizing my desk, visiting my mother at her mountain house, planting flowers, herbs, and vegetables, counseling, cooking, and all the other things that are done in the Town of Me.
I actually like Me most of the times these days. I had always heard and read that entering the 40's (I entered a few years ago, believe me) brought a new awakening, a loosening of judgement on self and others, a keen understanding of things that have never made sense before, a calmness of spirit that in your 20's and 30's you could only wish for, and a beauty that far surpasses botox, collagen treatments, and Oil of Olay. I declare that it is true.
I smile more with my family, I laugh more with friends, I listen more than talk, I cook more with pomp and flair, I decorate more with bold color, I sing more with the radio in the car, I think more before I speak, I spend more time looking at the flowers, and I feel more strongly about my faith than ever before!
Before this begins to sound cheesy, I will stop. I do want you to know that "doing the Me thing" --at least for me -- does NOT include: leaving my family to find myself, spending money on things that will put us in debt just because I feel it will somehow satisfy me, speaking my mind to people just because I feel I've lived a while and have the right to, and doing more for myself and less for others because I deserve it. I am weary and quite disturbed by the number of women that are walking away from their families just to find themselves, give themselves more, etc.... Our society (if you listen even with one ear) will tell us that we deserve more than our families can give us.
However, to me, that is not where true satisfaction comes in. Growing older, accepting that fact, and basking in the pure elemental bliss of the blessings that God has given us over the years is just about heaven on earth to me. I may not always come across that way to my family. There are struggles....my changing body, the raging hormones, the added physiological tension that has entered my body and threatens to blow deadly rays of fire to those around me. Oh, yeah, I struggle with all that stuff.
But having been somewhat philosophical and extremely in tune with myself and life around me for most of my life, I have chosen to call a spade a spade and a heart a heart.
My youngest daughter leaves in a week to do some volunteer counseling at a camp in the mountains for seven weeks. She will turn 16 while she is away. I am having trouble with that part. But I'm loving the realization that she just wants to do for others, invest in lives, and learn more about God for herself. Yep, that part, I'm really liking.
I am dedicated to doing some major writing on my book during those seven weeks. But there are also some other obligations and opportunities that I need to be faithful with. Balancing them into the priorities for my summer schedule is going to be the key.
So, I'll just keep "doing the Me thing" -- and thanking God for the blessings and opportunities that come with that!
I actually like Me most of the times these days. I had always heard and read that entering the 40's (I entered a few years ago, believe me) brought a new awakening, a loosening of judgement on self and others, a keen understanding of things that have never made sense before, a calmness of spirit that in your 20's and 30's you could only wish for, and a beauty that far surpasses botox, collagen treatments, and Oil of Olay. I declare that it is true.
I smile more with my family, I laugh more with friends, I listen more than talk, I cook more with pomp and flair, I decorate more with bold color, I sing more with the radio in the car, I think more before I speak, I spend more time looking at the flowers, and I feel more strongly about my faith than ever before!
Before this begins to sound cheesy, I will stop. I do want you to know that "doing the Me thing" --at least for me -- does NOT include: leaving my family to find myself, spending money on things that will put us in debt just because I feel it will somehow satisfy me, speaking my mind to people just because I feel I've lived a while and have the right to, and doing more for myself and less for others because I deserve it. I am weary and quite disturbed by the number of women that are walking away from their families just to find themselves, give themselves more, etc.... Our society (if you listen even with one ear) will tell us that we deserve more than our families can give us.
However, to me, that is not where true satisfaction comes in. Growing older, accepting that fact, and basking in the pure elemental bliss of the blessings that God has given us over the years is just about heaven on earth to me. I may not always come across that way to my family. There are struggles....my changing body, the raging hormones, the added physiological tension that has entered my body and threatens to blow deadly rays of fire to those around me. Oh, yeah, I struggle with all that stuff.
But having been somewhat philosophical and extremely in tune with myself and life around me for most of my life, I have chosen to call a spade a spade and a heart a heart.
My youngest daughter leaves in a week to do some volunteer counseling at a camp in the mountains for seven weeks. She will turn 16 while she is away. I am having trouble with that part. But I'm loving the realization that she just wants to do for others, invest in lives, and learn more about God for herself. Yep, that part, I'm really liking.
I am dedicated to doing some major writing on my book during those seven weeks. But there are also some other obligations and opportunities that I need to be faithful with. Balancing them into the priorities for my summer schedule is going to be the key.
So, I'll just keep "doing the Me thing" -- and thanking God for the blessings and opportunities that come with that!
11 May 2006
Mothers and Mustard Seeds
Today I'm feeling a little melancholy. Actually it's more the pain I have had in a tooth for over a week now. I'm trying everything to treat it without going to the dentist. (Way deep inside my head I'm thinking root canal, but I won't say that outloud!) Often when we have pain, it causes us to think deeply about issues under the surface. Even though there's so many other things out there in the world that I want to comment on, my mind refuses to focus on them long enough to put the thoughts together.
So, let's talk about mothers and mustard seeds. I'm referring to the passage in the Bible where Christ is telling his disciples that faith, even as small as a mustard seed (and that's small) can move mountains and see incredible things come to pass! (Matthew 17:20) (I think I'll claim the mustard seed faith for this aching tooth!) Also, back a few chapters is the Parable of the Mustard Seed (Matthew 13) describing how the kingdom of heaven will start with just a small seed, but grow large, very large --
Mothering holds the same principle. We start with something very small, a tiny baby helpless and dependent on us, and we begin to nurture them, feed them, teach them, and believe in them. In my case, twenty-two years later, nineteen years later, and fifteen years later I look up and find these incredible, amazing, young ladies that seemingly came out of nowhere! But, I, being one of those things called a "mother" know that it didn't just happen overnight. I was there for almost every living, breathing moment. The metamorphosing (probably not a word, but you know what I mean) of a small, helpless infant into a interdependent, unique young adult is nothing more than amazing!
But it takes a lot of faith just like the principles taught in the book of Matthew about the tiny mustard seed. There are numerous times when I have to admit that I floundered in my faith for what my girls could become. But those feelings never lasted long. Motherhood in itself is a remedy for that. I am, by nature and choice, my daughters number ONE fan!
A mother's faith in a child is not in what we can see (that would be awfully defeating and
depressing at times - particularly while they are in the twos and the teens), but in the persons that we believe our children will become. Our love, our prayers, our lives are wrapped up in helping that faith come to fruition!A mother's love, a mother's faith in a child can make all the difference in the world. It frees a child to actually take those first step into adulthood with a certainty that defies nature and gravity! And it's quite the thing to watch!
Just last week all three of my girls were sitting around the coffee table talking about the days of their childhood. I pressed myself to be still and quiet and just listened. As a mother, it is natural to have doubts about the efficacy of our role and we can't help wondering if it is seen in a positive light by our children as they look back.
I must tell you that it's all I could do not to whoop it up, shout, cry, dance, and generally do a good old "boogie" dance as I was listening to them. Though they talked about some of the things that were hard as we were going through them, it was the lessons, the memories, the principles gained, the love cherished that won out in the end!
So, on the doorsteps of another Mother's Day, I want to tell my children to hold off on the presents and breakfast in bed for me. I am so honored and privileged to have three wonderful daughters that has grown from tiny little mustard seeds into beautiful thriving plants that I have no doubt can storm the testings of this life!
But on second thought, I'll just let them do the breakfast in bed thing 'cause they love doing it (don't they?) and if they want to get me a gift, it's okay, but how do I tell them that it can't measure up to the gift I receive each time I look deep into their eyes!
Keep watering those seeds. Don't give up. Never lose faith. The watering, the tending, the pruning, the plucking, the nurturing is worth it all in the end!
05 May 2006
Politically Correct -- So To Speak
I've had it with the victimology thing. It's everywhere. Anything one says, any phrased coined, any opinion shared outside one's own home can be misconstrued, unnecessarily judged, or frowned upon in the most demeaning way. "Victimology" is a term I've known has existed for quite some time now; however, it is bravely and astutely explained and exemplified in a book I recently read. While the book is written by an African American male defying gravitating circumstances and stereotypes of his own people, it is plain to me that victimology runs along the lines of any race, any group of people bound together by a common cause who feel they are not being heard or understood or have been wronged in some way. The book gives me hope for these precious African American college students that I minister to and with on a daily basis. In them I see the desire to shake the "victim mentality" and make their own way in life -- using the talents and gifts that God has truly given them. In them I see hope and determination to be different and to make a difference in this world. This book gives them the momentum and the assurance that they are not alone in their feelings.
Veering back to the word "victimology", I must say that recently I read an article that dumped the oozing slime that makes up the word into the streets! Sea World, in Australia, has decided to change the names of the "fairy penguins" to a more politically correct, possibly less offensive name. Hold your breath -- it's a really original name they came up with! "Little penguins" is now what these unique little species will be called.
What IN the world is that all about? While, the officials at Sea World are quick and repetitive about the fact that the homosexual world has not put any pressure on them to make this change, they just felt it was conducive to being aware of any possible future sensitivities from the gay and lesbian society. To that, I say, I don't believe it for a second. Something has already come down the pipes or this kind of radical change would never have come about. Perhaps there are employees at Sea World that have voiced their concerns about the name - being of the alternative persuasion. Who knows? The article says that "someone" thought it might be offensive and so they decided to change it. "Someone" sure has a lot of pull to change the name of an animal that has had that name for a very long time! What gives anyone the right to do that? To read for yourself this newest victimology outbreak and others from around the world, follow this link. http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,193744,00.html
Before I sign off, I need to be heard for what I'm really saying here. I do not believe in prejudice statements, feelings, or actions that cross over the line because of racist sentiments. No group of people should be disrespected in anyway. I am a Christian first, and the Bible is clear that there is no respecter of persons with God. We are all loved by God, but on the other hand, we are all judged by His holy and just nature -- all the same way, because we are sinners. There's no ifs, ands, or buts -- even though there are those who would like to think they can somehow slip past the judgment thing. Accepting the death, burial, and resurrection of God's son, Jesus Christ, is the only way past it! (John 14:6; Romans 3:23; 5:8; 6:23; John 3:16)
I abhor the remembrance and reality of slavery in any manner. I abhor prejudice born from traditions and societal influences. I abhor the demeaning anyone for the sake of hatred or false self-esteem. HOWEVER, "victimology" goes beyond that. Victimology requires that we erase, forget, or cover up history. Victimology requires that we give up our opinions and standards if they do not sooth the defile hearts of those in the grip of sin. Victimology requires that we become tolerant of any belief system put before us. Tolerance, while good for friendships and families and even in working relationships for the sake of unity, only weakens a culture when expanded to be all-inclusive. Psychologically it is impossible to be tolerant of all belief systems and cultural innuendoes and still remain a unique person of value and faith. There are factions in America that cry out for tolerance on all levels. To them I say, visit some of these other countries where tolerance has been put into place or where democracy has never been given the opportunity to shine in its best light. Don't be comfortable to live in this "land of the free and home of the brave" and decry the very principles that make us just that.
Victimology will always be a seed of failure.
Veering back to the word "victimology", I must say that recently I read an article that dumped the oozing slime that makes up the word into the streets! Sea World, in Australia, has decided to change the names of the "fairy penguins" to a more politically correct, possibly less offensive name. Hold your breath -- it's a really original name they came up with! "Little penguins" is now what these unique little species will be called.
What IN the world is that all about? While, the officials at Sea World are quick and repetitive about the fact that the homosexual world has not put any pressure on them to make this change, they just felt it was conducive to being aware of any possible future sensitivities from the gay and lesbian society. To that, I say, I don't believe it for a second. Something has already come down the pipes or this kind of radical change would never have come about. Perhaps there are employees at Sea World that have voiced their concerns about the name - being of the alternative persuasion. Who knows? The article says that "someone" thought it might be offensive and so they decided to change it. "Someone" sure has a lot of pull to change the name of an animal that has had that name for a very long time! What gives anyone the right to do that? To read for yourself this newest victimology outbreak and others from around the world, follow this link. http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,193744,00.html
Before I sign off, I need to be heard for what I'm really saying here. I do not believe in prejudice statements, feelings, or actions that cross over the line because of racist sentiments. No group of people should be disrespected in anyway. I am a Christian first, and the Bible is clear that there is no respecter of persons with God. We are all loved by God, but on the other hand, we are all judged by His holy and just nature -- all the same way, because we are sinners. There's no ifs, ands, or buts -- even though there are those who would like to think they can somehow slip past the judgment thing. Accepting the death, burial, and resurrection of God's son, Jesus Christ, is the only way past it! (John 14:6; Romans 3:23; 5:8; 6:23; John 3:16)
I abhor the remembrance and reality of slavery in any manner. I abhor prejudice born from traditions and societal influences. I abhor the demeaning anyone for the sake of hatred or false self-esteem. HOWEVER, "victimology" goes beyond that. Victimology requires that we erase, forget, or cover up history. Victimology requires that we give up our opinions and standards if they do not sooth the defile hearts of those in the grip of sin. Victimology requires that we become tolerant of any belief system put before us. Tolerance, while good for friendships and families and even in working relationships for the sake of unity, only weakens a culture when expanded to be all-inclusive. Psychologically it is impossible to be tolerant of all belief systems and cultural innuendoes and still remain a unique person of value and faith. There are factions in America that cry out for tolerance on all levels. To them I say, visit some of these other countries where tolerance has been put into place or where democracy has never been given the opportunity to shine in its best light. Don't be comfortable to live in this "land of the free and home of the brave" and decry the very principles that make us just that.
Victimology will always be a seed of failure.
27 April 2006
On "Teaching Our Children While They're Young" and Other Stuff
While missionaries in West Africa, one of the most somber things that we saw was the Muslim fathers on Fridays taking their little boys by the hands and attending Friday prayers. Most of the little boys were wearing long white robes just like their fathers. They listened to the Imman with the same fury and fascination as did their fathers.
In some ways, these Muslim fathers are just like we Christian parents are (or should be). So much of the teaching that we do is by example, by involving them in the important parts of our lives, and helping them to be exposed to the things that really matter in life. However, that is where the similarities end. In Africa and other countries (I won't speak for American Muslim families since I am not as familar with their routines), Muslim fathers desire that their sons are interjected with the same passion for fulfilling Mohammed's vendetta by fueling hatred for anyone who speaks against or opposes Islam. Believe me, it is taught at a very early age.
The above picture was taken just this week in Palestine during a celebration/memorial service of 10 years since the 100 Palestinian civilians were killed in Qana by Israeli soldiers. As you can see, it is not only grown men involved in these remembrance ceremonies. Boys with intense anger written all over their faces are also included in this. Many of them, as in the picture, dressed just like their fathers.
A sobering thought that Muslim fathers might be more faithful and proactive in helping their children remember things that are important to them more so than we Christians do with our children. If our children are going to be able to live strongly and endure in a world filled with so much passion, intensity, hatred, and complexities, we need to be doing more as parents. We need to actively teach, live, celebrate, and breath our faith, our beliefs, our convictions -- and we need to do it with our children.
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The Vatican has had its hands full for quite some time. Now, there seems to be more dissension on the use of condoms in the case of AIDs patients. While a segment of the cardinals and clergy are sticking with the traditional "anything that prohibits reproduction between a male and female during sexual intercourse is wrong in the sight of God and the Church", there is a growing sect of cardinals and priests that biting at the bit to change this thinking. Instead of me rephrasing the whole article, if you are interested, you can follow this link and read it for yourself. I just find it interesting and disconcerting on many levels. I'll watch the story and perhaps make other comments on it at a later time.
http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,193040,00.html
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Evolutionists will stop at nothing to attempt to prove their theories. Just recently t
here was a study done with about a dozen Starlings, a song bird known for its clear, musical quality. In this (in my opinion) needless, wasteful study, the birds were being observed to see if they had the evolving quality of human language by adding "words" to their complex musical discourse. I am an English major, so this article interested me. However, if you are interested in evolution, birds, or grammar, this article might interests you, too.http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,193232,00.html
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Jeff is preparing for a missions trip to Brazil - this will be his first trip to South America. He's very excited about seeing what God is doing in that part of the world.
And why is it that soccer (the sport of choice for my youngest daughter) can be played in the mud and the rain and other sports can't? Don't mind me, I'm just a little disgruntled because I'll undoubtedly attend a soccer game this afternoon in just those conditions! But I am Lauren's #1 fan, so gotta do it!!
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